I read about all the things that could go wrong during pregnancy. But no one told me that such a thing could happen. I remember when we were on our way to the hospital. I really did not realize at all that this was an option. I was terribly anxious about everything, but not about this.

It is also possible through zoom, to hurt together, to feel understood, to find new sisters, to make space to process everything that I’m going through and that I feel inside. Even on zoom you can see each other, you can say to each other I understand you, and let the tears flow together. And sometimes that’s what you need.